Somebody I thought was my best friend and cried over for months the argument we had . She forgot my birthday completely even though I had sent her something the day before. She couldn’t even be bothered to send a happy birthday text. What a normal person have their feelings hurt by that? And then when I texted her she only called back because she didn’t recognize the number and thought I was someone else. The minute she found out I was me she never responded . After that I guess I was afraid to even try to call. What a normal person have their feelings hurt by that? You spent hours trying to put together some thing to make somebody depressed and suicidal feel better and they can’t even text you happy birthday and when they call you it’s a mistake?

I cry for this person daily I must spend thousands of dollars a month on therapy and medication so I don’t bother them they don’t even care about me they treat me like garbage they don’t even miss me. I can’t even pick up the phone and call them I’m terrified. How could somebody be so cold and cruel that I thought you missed me or cared?