Maybe your words were sincere that you were hurting but intended for someone else, certainly not me.
You used me. You have nothing but use me. You never cared at all. Nothing. You couldn’t even give me the decency of closure or a goodbye so I could finally move on with my life. Its because of all this garbage how you have terrorized and traumatized that I haven’t …becuase im terrified of people now, that i’ll meet someone like you just out to hurt and torture me for fun and kicks. You spend weeks pretending to be sad as bait knowing id care…just to hurt me again. to lure me closer so you could stab me in the stomach. you were NEVER sincere about wanting to talk to me again .

I feel sick . Nothing was real. You even said it yourself. No point of taking my call….you have nothing to say.
because thats how little you cared. Omg I thought of you as my best friend. I cried for the last three wanting to talk to you so bad. I finaly try and its all blocked. LIke it always was.
part of the joke. Why did I deserve this?