You always make me aware how different we are, or how I don’t measure up. I don’t know what to say because I have never thought that about you. If you really feel that way, that there is nothing to talk about beyond “sorry”. If it wasn’t real, or you feel no connection or desire to be my friend. …please convey it to me directly. Maybe that will be what finally lets me move on. Please.

I want to be your friend, and I miss you. I care that you are hurting. But if you really feel nothing for me, and thats why im avoided, it would be the kindest thing you could do just to say it directly. I won’t be angry or cling I promise. Just as long as you are okay.

I wish we could just catch up honestly, I don’t need an apology. I miss you.