so im scared im becoming like my dad whos very emotionally distant in the way i never see him laugh and i noticed that i too dont laugh as much as other people im very aware of my soroundings and notice when im different which is ok unless its that i feel left out of living i havent cried since i was six i dont rmmbr the feeling of loving someone or something sentiment is losing its value and it scares all because i feel as though i cant feel that goes without saying i will do whatever it is to make others not only feel but feel comfortable and good and full of joy i lose my self esteem thinking that ill never be like anyone else …… feeling
