I have experience that I don’t know if it’s a memory or a dream. I was about preschool age and I was at my babysitters. A bunch of kids were playing “kings and queens” and that sort of thing and the leader made me the queen and I was really excited. We were outside and in the giant playhouse on the top floor and I remember an older kid telling me to undress and him touching me with his g*******. And I thought it was really weird so I keep running away and going down the slide. I remember him being angry and bringing me back up to the top. This only happened one day but now I’m always nervous around guys. It takes me so long for me to trust them and I still can’t bring that invisible shield down when they get too close to me. All for a thing that I don’t even know that happened or not.
