I recently finally had to admit to myself that I have a disability. I’m legally blind. Keratoconus has screwed up my life. I don’t work because there are not any jobs I can safely and effectively do. My family is struggling financially and I can’t help. I feel so useless and defeated. I thought about posting this on facebook but I don’t want to seem like I’m looking for pity. I just… I don’t know. I hate myself. I hate my disability. I’m no good for anything anymore. All I can do is sit at home and stress.
