Ever since my first love betrayed me, I just can’t. I never thought my life would end up like this, or she would have become that monster. Don’t get me wrong I was not perfect in either scenario. After her, my mother, almost every other woman in my life. I’ll never trust a woman’s heart ever again, its a shame it really is. However when you wake up and realize the truth your better off, no matter how crippling it can be.