I guess thats pretty bad if you don’t miss or want to talk to someone even during a quarantine.
I know ill never see you again, but can you remind me how much you don’t want to hear from me either? How much you hate our conversations and talking to me? I forget. Its just pretty unbelievable I guess at a time like this. You didn’t even miss me a little did you?
I already made plans for my birthday, so you don’t have to freak out about that.
I feel like I need permission to call you which I will never get
Im too tired to beg.
Would it be possible somehow just to say goodbye ? If you really think I’m that worthless theres no reason to stay or keep trying.
This couldn’t all be from some nasty text messages. I guess I just have to accept I’m not forgiven or
You were leaving anyway.
I printed out your unsent letter and carry it with me. The nice nasty one about how you can’t stand and don’t want me. I try to read it everytime I want to call or reach out to you …
I’m trying.
It stopped me from saying hello about 4 times yesterday and today
God I loved you so much and you want to have a better life is me gone
Please don’t do this to someone else.
Dont pretend to care or love them. Don’t take another charity project under your wing
Please.