I hope I can hold in my temper. I joined a neighborhood chat group and they were shunning a person who made an error. They even posted his address. I told all of them they were wrong in a very controlled way, but I’m worried one day, my temper will get the best of me and I won’t be able to stop myself from yelling and insulting them. I mean, these are people in my community so it isn’t like getting angry online and yelling at someone anonymously. I hate how the internet has made all of us so used to getting away with our negative s***. I lose my temper when I see immoral s*** and I don’t want to be ostracized by my community for being ~aggressive~. I just get so mad, sometimes. So f****** mad. They are trying to ruin this guy’s life, but because I’m the only one speaking out I feel like I AM the a******. My own insecurities ruling me. I dislike feeling different. I hate it. It makes me feel alone. I am still going to speak out on any immoral actions, but I really hope I can control myself. Please, please, God, don’t make me go off. I don’t want to be a pariah. Even if they’re being jerks, I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be seen as a loose cannon. Please, let me stay restrained in emotion while expressing what’s moral. PLEASEEEE
