Lily- I dont know I j feel like if I cheated on somebody and they are giving me a chance I would never give then I’d shower em in attention, reassurance, and more stuff but she isn’t. Like sometimes during the day she’d be like “hiii!” Or like ask how I am but I dont know. If I broke somebody’s heart I’d tell them why I love em all the time to try and bring them closer. I’d tell them what I love abt them, whay I plan to do, I would walk up every morninf and let them know that I hope they slept well and I woke up thinking abt them and woke up happy to have another day to have a chance. Maybe I’m j exaggerating but if I was in her spot I’d be doing those things. I j feel like it isn’t right and honestly I’m close to maybe changing my mind Bc On top of that, I’m always insecure and scared that she’s lying and cheat or sum again