Can you change the phone number today. Please Thats all I ask.
I am afraid I still will miss you and want to reach out from to time and I know you don’t want that.
Its painful to ask . But since you feel so strongly about never seeing or hearing from me again its probably for the best. I will move on faster without a way to reach you.
I dont know what else to do. Im trying. I can’t tell you what it feels like to have someone make you fight so hard to stay away from them. I sure wish it was the other way around. Just once I would love someone to actually fight me to stay. Never going to happen. I miss you but Its truly horrifying to watch you kick and scream to get away from me. I dont want to put you through that anymore. Im sorry I tried to text and call. Please please change the number. I’m so sorry.