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So I’ve been silently freaking out my whole adolescence about the dreams I have about my friends who are girls (I’m a girl too) and how I might be bi-s*****. I know it’s not a bad thing. I know that I shouldn’t feel shame in it (doesn’t stop it though)

But I finally confided in someone at the lovely age of 18. She’s a good friend of mine that I’d known for a few years and she is bisexual so I figured I could tell her without worrying about anything. Plus she moved away so if she react bad then I would have to deal with the weirdness face to face.

So I told her and she was very supportive and nice about it. But the thing is…. I think I have a crush on her. And I don’t want to. Not because she’s not a great person who’s amazing and s***. But because she lives in another state now and she’s into someone else and it’d just be a disaster anyways.

I can’t stop thinking about her. I keep checking my facebook just to see if she’s online. When she talks to me it’s the highlight of my day. I’m kinda depressed the rest of the time because… I don’t know, just am. I’ve always battle depression, even if it’s not diagnosed. But it’s so not right. I can’t like her like that because she’s one of my best friends.

I keep telling myself that maybe I only THINK I like her because she’s so nice and supportive and she once admitted that she had a crush on me at one point so maybe I’m subconsciously thinking that there’s a chance there? It’s stupid. I can’t tell her. That’d be a bad move. Awkward.

But I don’t know what to do. I’m freaking out. Inside. Always inside, never out :/

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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