Lily- even if I unblock the number she prolly wasn’t texting it. And I won’t receive any of the texts she sent. And I’m not going to text her bc I’m 100% convinced theres someone else in her life now. Not only am I scared for it to hurt me but to also hurt them Bc it’s not right for me to pop up again while she’s flirting w someone else. I don’t wanna go through that again. I j think I’m going to get through w it and leave it all alone. And I am, I’m not feeling anything which is weird. It’s been 30 minutes so ima j take more than I did tonight tomorrow morning.