lily- girl u can always talk about ur feelings and whatever ur thinking. things take time a lot of things will be temporary with what you’re feeling. feelings will change and thoughts will change and either u will get better or want her back. this is supposed to be hard it was the girl you loved why would anyone want to picture someone else with them. but u just have to know u cant take her waiting for granted and u also can’t assume she’s doing things and if she is you also have to understand u broke it off because u thought it was better for u and u can’t get mad at that. nobody will ever be used to this. it hurts it’s a different pain but i still hope u choose to do the right thing girl. everything will work out for you guys