i know it hurts girl but these are the things u asked for when you were deeply upset with her. not to contact you, to give it up, all of that. maybe she is not sitting around anymore. i doubt it but she might’ve been too hurt to keep going. it’s time that maybe u text her. you can’t take her waiting and all her effort to be with you for granted lily because maybe u changed ur mind the next day. u have to be thoughtful about these things or else it’s gonna seem like a game. it’s not nice to use her waiting for u against her because im sure she’s been trying for these two months to be with u. but girl i know it hurts i see ur pain and i may not feel it but i understand it. think of the good. first u said she hit u up, u didnt respond or u would’ve said that by now. for these two months she’s been here asking u. help me list out the good and we can make u feel better about it. let’s make the best out of the situations that are in ur head and be reasonable about it.