Do we get to choose who we fall for? No. That’s what I’ve learnt from my life. It’s either the wrong person, or just the right person at a wrong time, or the perfect person I can never have. And the sad part is, it’s nobody’s fault although I try to blame myself so much. But I know, I did nothing wrong. It just happened, unknowingly.

And I don’t know how to fall out of love? And I don’t know how to maintain distance. Well I can never confess to this guy, because of friendship that we two have and also because of friendship that his girlfriend and I have. Confessing feelings is just gonna mess up everything. It’s next to impossible to keep distance with him without giving him and his girlfriend valid reason at least for a year or so as we’re in the final years of our university. But it’s just too hard to pretend that I don’t have anything for him more than friendship.I have tried to fall out of love and work out with my feelings for 3 years. And it’s not working at all. And both him and his girlfriend are clueless about my feelings, though. I don’t know how to deal with this.