I’m cryinf.
I’m crying so f****** much I miss you and it’s so dumb Bc first of all you hurt me so f****** much and second of all I can’t Bc everything so hard at home. I also can’t get over the f****** fact that I rlly feel like you’re talking to someone else. I made the mistake of telling a g****** this website that I was talking to someone else because I just wanted to test to see if that was u. I wanted to see if it’ was actually you who was texting me Bc if it was I thought you’d text me right away for it. I still f****** love you. I f****** love you so much, u made me feel okay and now I just feel betrayed for I dont know what reason. U cheated on me. And now u might be happt w another person so soon while I’m cryinf. I f****** miss you. I love you. I miss you more than u think and u probably think I’m a monster Bc I’m ignoring ur texts on that app we use but it’s so f****** hard not to text back and see if you’re okay. The fact that you started to stop caring hurts me so much. I feel like u gave up and I dont know why it hurts so much Bc it’s whay I thought I wanted but it’s not. I want u. But u made so many things hard on me that the thing I NEED is for us to be done w. I f****** miss you tho. I hope I get over you soon Bc it rlly makes my heart ache to think about all the kisses and warm moments you gave me go away like this. I rlly need to let go but it’s so hard Bc I never loved anyone like I loved you. I hope you’re doing better than me but at the same time I don’t Bc that means u are moving on. I still haven’t moved on, I told u I am but I csnt. I’m trying but I can’t. I’m going to go sleep now and cry all night j like yesterday night. Goodnight _______. Stay safe.