I did not go to brigettes 21 birthday because I felt she was betraying and abusing me telling me to "root my boot", she would abuse me in or put me down

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I did not go to brigettes 21 birthday because I felt she was betraying and abusing me telling me to “root my boot”, she would abuse me in or put me down around her friends when I was young, become a complete b**** towards me around her friends from the time I was a little child of 3 or so.

I did not go to brigettes 21 birthday because she said she wanted to spent time with my sister because my sister was going out with steve, and they went out nightclubbing and drinking all the time while I was at home being s******* abused by bill (my great uncle).

I did not go to brigettes 21 birthday because her family always made me feel inferior from the time I was a little girl s******* humiliating me or making fun in anyway they could. I had been bashed at school and collapsed at school and felt rather empty rejected and poverty riden… I felt I was in chains and imprisoned to bill (my great uncle) while the “party-poncy set” they were out “getting about” …

I GREW TO DISLIKE BRIGETTE AN LOUISE AND DIANA IN THOSE YEARS I FELT THEY LET ME DOWN. I was jealous of their perfect worlds compared to my degridational vomit s****** dingo dog ugly existence that THEY COULD HAVE HELPED ME OUT OF AS A FRIEND OR CARING PERSON OUGHT TO !!!!!!

I SO I RESENTED THEM

I HATED LOUISE AND HER PERFECT C*** FACE AND HER PERFECT WEDDING DAY AND HER GLORRY SEEKING. I HATE HER BECAUSE OF THE ABUSE HER AND BUGSY DID TO ME. I HATED ELIZBAETH AN SUE AND THEIR C*** POWER… THAT C*** POWER OF THAT WOMAN OUGHT TO BE BOTTLED FOR ALL TIME REALLY… ALWAYS OUT ON P**** PATROL TO STEAL A YOUNG MAN FROM ME. DAY IN AND DAY OUT P**** PATROL OF ELIZBETH W**** HOUSE… THAT OLD SANGING C*** OF 40 WALKING ALL OVER ME AS A CHILD AND A TEEN MAKING ME FEEL INFERIOR, S******* BELITTLING ME WITH HER S***** ABUSE. THEY KNEW NOTHING ABOUT HOW IT FELT TO HAVE NOTHING AND GO WITHOUT OR BEING ATTACKED BY AN OLD DIRTY BIG FART LIKE MY GREAT UNCLE OR VIOLENT UNCLE RON. OR BEING DEGRIDATED BY LOUISE AND BUGSY.

they took over every party, every dream, every ambition of mine to destroy me.

I still don’t go to parties.

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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