I was never invited to parties as a teenager or young adult, I had no friends, all I did was study, baby sit while “married honkies” and “married ginny-hoe-whores” (like sue and Elizabeth or louise etc) went out stealing young men away from me making me feel inferior and ugly when I deserved to be treated better then that for all the abuse I endured as a child. I enjoyed looking after the child, but it was not the right thing to off load children onto someone who needed so much help to get away from 2 violently abusive men who had been s******* assaulting me or stalking me.
