girl tell me u haven’t felt lost or confused or upset at all. i am here for a reason, like literally we share the same story and i am here giving u advice telling you to clear things up. im on a website where you share feelings and you met a random person with the same story helping you and trying to guide you. if not her trust me, trust what im telling you. it’s up to you to see and take the advice. not for me to just change your mind or her. that doesn’t just happen the girlfriend has to work for it and show why you should and girl i can show you and give you the motivation. the girlfriend has already been working for it, she’s been going at it and idk what she’s done for you but im sure it’s hard in quarantine but she still doing her best im sure. its not that it’s not worth it because i was definitely as iffy as you were about things and thought about the trust issues and all but girl anyone can cheat on you, anyone can lie, anyone could make u smile, they could care, but not everyone can change for a person, or fall in love, and you have to appreciate that and her work, and not everyone will fight for a person as hard as she probably is even after what you blocked her that other day? and if you blocked her for that how many other times have you? has she fought for you even when blocked? people would’ve given up on stuff like this, like girl you’re stubborn but at least open your eyes and see the good because you letting go of a lot more than just a person and you could regret that in a day, in a week, in a month and it’s gonna hit you and you’re gonna realize. im telling you all this for the better because you’re not gonna get it right now and understand that’s why i took some time and realized things and you’re gonna do it too you should really be patient. if im mistaken has she not supported you being alone? she has left you alone right and has she wanted you to be less stressed and all and checked up on you like no one else? made sure you’re doing good in all the ways. listen i say if she doesn’t call/txt you by Sunday go and do you but this girl isn’t gonna let you go and there aren’t as many people like this as you think. you should really take the time to see her and what she’s done for you because im guessing it’s been a lot if she’s even fighting for you like this even after you two are over. it’s up to you, you may feel happier right now and less stressed but girl yesterday you went to her house and later unblocked her feeling tempted to. keep it that way and wait for a text and work it out. trust what i am saying to you i am so much happier with my guy then i would be restarting all over with someone getting to know them telling them my secrets, trusting a new person, waiting for them to leave, learning a new person, keeping them a part of my drama when there’s already someone there whose been willing to stay always and work 100 times harder. im taking the time to tell you this lily for a reason. tell me a little bit about your ex, what you love about her, why you dated her, how happy she made you, some of you favorite memories, what you look forward to with her, how she’s stuck by you, tell me a little about her girl, whats her name, why would u take her back