I miss my best friend so much but I feel like she hardly thinks about me at all. Ever since she got a boyfriend we’ve become distant. I’ve texted her but I’m always the one to text first. I thought we would be best friends forever. I even planned to apply to the college she was accepted to but it didn’t have my major. We were so similar yet different, I thought our friendship was the one that would last for decades. Last through boyfriends, college, distance, fights, husbands, and kids. The ones you see or hear about in movies. She understood me and never judged, we were there for each other through everything. I thought I had finally found my best friend. But I guess not. I’ve never hurt like this before.