I loved him, I really did…he was my WORLD and then, I swear HE changed. He was going through some problems and no longer made me a priority, he actually became callous and a little mean..he said he still loved me, he said he needed me, but he said if I kept pressing him, he’d have to cut me off..WTF..
I changed so much to be with him,in many ways for the better. The s** was INTOXICATING, my entire body quivered at his touch. When we kissed, I actually FLOATED ..but then, he kept being distant, he didn’t call as much, he wouldn’t talk to me about what was going on. I got scared, I felt neglected, so I got on a dating site, he found out and left me. He didn’t look back, didn’t give me another chance…he said he loved me, forgave me but would never trust me again…this was in October…I’m still in pain…my heart literally hurts. I’m 52 years old, I have family i need to take of, I wish I had someone to take care of me. My heart is broken.
I miss you Clarence.