Well I don’t wanna go back to her Bc I’ve been cheated on a lot. I’ve told her how I was on a string and if she hurts me again I’ll probably be so depressed abt it and she did it anyways. I just don’t have any trust for her anymore. Also my mom is rlly sus at home and I’ll probably get caught again and I don’t wanna be sent away over a girl that I’m not sure is worth it anymore. I have college coming soon this year after the school year ends so I just feel like I shouod give myself space and time. And no she didn’t let it go. She texted me everyday for a month that she misses me and loves me and wants to make me happy and she doesn’t want a mistake to define her but it’s hard for me to believe that Bc I’ve had a lot of people say that to me and it j hurts. And u don’t sound stupid, I probably would’ve done the same and be w her right now if I didn’t have so many things going on at home but Bc I have j so many reasons not to, I don’t think I can do it. But that is good that u are happt I’m glad but why did he block u tho? If he is the one who cheated ?
