I TOLD A LADY ON THE PHONE TONIGHT THE FIRST TIME I EVER TOLD ANYONE AND I HAD A BALL IN MY THROAT CHOKING ME TRYING TO TELL HER SO MUCH ANGRER AND FRUSTRATION TRYING TO TELL SOMEONE WHAT HAPPENED AND NO ONE WOULD LISTEN. ALL THESE YEARS OF FRUSTRATION OF NOT BEING ABLE TO TALK ABOUT THIS WITH THE THERAPIST WHEN I NEEDED TO. THE S***** DEMORALISING AND RITICULE AND THE S***** PUT DOWNS, THAT FEELING OF FEELING STUPID AND BEING YELLED AT WHILE THEY WERE SCREWING REALY EFFECTED ME. HOW CAN I TELL SOMEONE CLOSE THIS. I DO NOT NEED TO TELL A MAN ANYWAY.
