I joined a charity group around 2 years ago and I met my best friend. I’m 16 (m) and he’s 29 (m). He has Asperger Syndrome (not like it matters) and we’re inseparable, facetiming almost 24/7 in quarantine. He always acts my age and we play video games and watch anime together, and sometimes I forget how old he is. We have that sibling relationship where one constantly annoys the other and recently ive come to have a crush on him. I know it’s VERY illegal and wrong on so many levels since he’s almost 30 and i’m not even a legal adult but its come to the point where I can’t sleep at night because it’s too much. I don’t know what to do and I really just needed to get this out.