I told my mom today that she’s dead to me after revealing my hiding place to my crazy homicidal ex. I was hidden on the other side of the country and now I have to relocate and lose everything. There’s nothing left to do but run. She knew what would happen if she told him. She saw the many bruises all over me. She was even there when he admitted in court about the broken bottle so he could cut my throat.
If one of my children was running, I would not even think about finding them. I know in that case I could get them killed.
I told her she’s dead to me.
She wanted to know who would care for her when she is elderly- told her to start looking for a nursing home
What about my belongings in our home town?
Told her that I would not be the first woman who had to start over with nothing.
What about all the stuff she wants to leave me
I told her to find someone else. I don’t want the reminder.
I’m not sorry for what I did
I’m sorry I let it go as long as I did. I should have done it sooner.