My online friend is going to deactivate his account and I'm devestated about it. He's doing it for his health and I support his decision. It's selfish and

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My online friend is going to deactivate his account and I’m devestated about it. He’s doing it for his health and I support his decision. It’s selfish and silly because we didn’t talk that much but he was always there as a constant presence. / I’m poor and stuck in an overcrowded house with few job prospects. I want to leave but I can’t afford to. I feel numb unless I’m actively daydreaming or an event happens that makes me happy for a short time. / I’m too attached to my purely online social media accounts (no irl relationships) since it’s the only way to talk about my feelings to people who will listen and respond without judgement./ I wish I never grew up / I miss my mom / I miss my foster parents / Everything has become harder / I wish the world would just stop.

New Confession

I knew what my girlfriend and her best friends boyfriend were doing in that room.
I could hear the bed creaking gradually getting faster until it was all out loud and careless. They were not sleeping after the party. I felt powerless to stop them and I didn’t tell her friend what happened out of shame. They both blatantly cheated and they got away with it.

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Short and sweer, nothing lurid. Never assume the predators are only men. Even mothers are, aunts and cousins are, sisters and grandmothers are. The motivations for women who engage in SA are simply different than those of male predators.