Would it be possible just to talk one last time to have some peace and closure with the situation? I haven’t blocked you but I am afraid to reach out in anyway. I understand you don’t need me for anything or want my friendship, I promise you I accept that and that’s fine… But I literally I’m becoming physically ill from this situation ….I shake to a point I feel like I’m having a seizure, I have vomited blood I have hurt myself I have panic attacks all day, I have chest pain so bad I double over. I have not left my house in days, and all I can think about is suicide that’s how bad it is affecting me. I finally left the house today and was so distracted thinking about this I almost was sideswiped by a semi…It is really no fun to me either to have to plead for the attention of strangers on one of those message boards because I have nobody else to talk to and I am unable to cope. I know this is not your problem And I’m sorry to ask. I really would like to move onto, just like you did , I do not want to spend the next six months like this or here…Would you be willing to talk one last time just for a couple minutes? All I want is to make peace so I can move forward. I have not called you because I know you don’t want my calls or texts but I have un blocked everything…I know it’s a big ask but could We just say her goodbyes and make peace with everything. I’m not gonna beg you to stay you will never have to hear from me again. Please would you consider?
