Of course it will I’ll never say a word I will just pop in extra dose of pills and numb it all away. You will never know anything is wrong it’s just a bad night , You’re not going to be bothered don’t worry about it… I deal with everything by myself or post places like here. I know it’s not appropriate to reach out to people. I understand about not meeting up again I will respect that I know you’re trying really hard to be my acquaintance and I’m sorry that I’m still lingering with an attachment it’s just something it’s gonna take some time I guess. I’ll try to distance myself when this happens that’s the best I can offer right now. But it’s better I post here then be calling and texting you right? Haven’t you ever just felt lonely or had a night you couldn’t numb it out ? Is it really that are normal just want somebody somewhere to care about me? To have something resembling a family? Isn’t that a human thing to want some kind of a bond with somebody even platonically? I know you’re trying but your reminder of something that I can’t have with anybody because nobody wants it with me