i’m slightly or barely above average for academics. i don’t do extracurricular. i’m never going to be successful. i know that i don’t do enough but i get stressed and frustrated so easily and can’t balance more. my parents don’t understand that i must be successful and don’t put me in extracurriculars like u dumb b******. my moms friends kid got into Troy. smart a** mf i want that. i want people to look at say that’s what you should be like. but i’ll alwsys ben a disappointment. don’t say u have depression after feeling off for 2 weeks. i don’t say i have depression after feeling off for 2 years. stfu. i’m done bending over backwards for u. we r done. my happiness comes last now. f*** happiness i’ll never be happy in this world or the next.