For a couple of years from when I was about 10, my older brother kept making me s*** him off and swallow. He really hurt me if I said no or tried to spit so I quickly learned I just had to do as he asked. Now I’m 26 and my mom has been going on and on about why me and him haven’t spoken in years. Yesterday I told her what used to happen. She called me disgusting and said she doesn’t want to see me ever again.
