so recently i’ve felt really bad mentally idk it just came out of nowhere i can feel it consuming me again. i’ve started to not eat and count calories again and tonight I cut myself again for the first time in along time. i don’t really have anyone to tell how i’m feeling and i feel really trapped. i just feel like i’m going down the wrong path again and i can’t stop it i feel guilty when i eat and i just keep thinking about how ppl don’t like me or want me and that i’m just annoying.
