in 1977 we had a bullet shot at our kitchen window.

joyce terrorized me over William. she was determined I would not be good enough. when I was at university she did all she could to ruin my positive image. she just wanted to bring me down. and then being bashed made me psychotic and frozen in fear. I had no one to really turn to.

I had to keep a lot of stuff to myself for years and years and burnt me down, til I burst.

this therapist just would not listen or help.