It’s so easy to say that loving yourself is the answer…but why should I give a s*** about myself…if no one else will…? Why love myself…? I hate everything about myself, I’m short, I’m getting fat because I drown my sadness in food…and no matter how much I pour my heart into a relationship, no matter how loyal and honest I am, no matter how hard I try to be what the other person wants…once they find out that I’m not perfect…that I have insecurities and fears…that I start getting clingy (though I still give space, as I don’t want to suffocate anyone)…once they see these things…I’m thrown away like trash…why should I care about myself at all…if no one will love me the way I am…?