why am i not enough? why couldn’t you choose me? i know love is not to be measured by time but i have loved you the longest, i loved you from the beginning till now, i loved you still despite the rumours, i loved you even though everyone said i shouldn’t. i loved you then, i love you now. i wish heartbreak wouldn’t hurt like this, i feel like i couldn’t breathe and everything’s crashing down on me. i hope you suffer as much as i did when you found someone you loved. i hope you always had to ask yourself, every night, why you weren’t enough. i hope your heart breaks with every breath that i take. i love you forever, to the moon and beyond.