i read there are these people well “monks” who live in the mountains alone and commit their life to grieving. for every second of consciousness they weep and suffer emotional agony & by doing this they make the suffering less for any living thing that suffers in that moment.

sacrifice. thats real sacrifice man. i would do that if i knew for sure it would save my family from suffering. if i didnt know then i would feel i was a crazy person crying on a mountain ….

i wish there was some way to barter my soul in exchange the guarantee my family will not suffer i would do this