That one guy, was a real d***. A slimey p************.  People liked him, but I saw s*** out of him he was a slime p************. He didn't like me much either, I always wondered what was behind that? I saw it and I knew another girl who told me sort of.

I can count a few times where I saw women I was interested in where I actually saw him, I was standing right here, deliberately make a loud ignorant insulting comment behind the back of a woman, just loud enough for her to hear it, and not know who said it, with me standing there. She looked like a down woman too, I felt for her, a grabbed and felt up her hand taking something out of it many times. I never saw her again after that. Once a week, to none. That pissed me off. That was really it for me, this guy is officially a p************. Still never understood what it was about.

That really pissed me off and it was so out there, like why did you just c*** block me, and what he f*** did I EVER do for you to be such a d***? I'm literally just trying to get on with my life and trying to check out some other women than the one I know is impossible and toxic as he'll to me, I'm not hostile to you? If I ever heard he was intimidating, given the circumstances, the first few times, whatever, that was dickish, at least we re not buddies, I dont need to be around you outside work, it pisses me off, but Im an attractive guy. I get tons of female attention young 🙂 and older. Im universally attractive, which is part of my problem 🙂 its crasy how desperate some people are to make it out like someone else is a loser. They knock my s*** right out of the sky, and then go I didnt see nothing.. . And then another one comes along the next day, and then the next day, and then the day after that. Some guys think theyre alpha whatever that means hahah and they will cheat their a** off to make it so, if it isnt, and get pissed off if it continues. They also over-compestate with big beards and talking in a low voice and drive trucks and chop wood and stinking like a** with a chainsaw probably a tiny p****. Theyll lie and make me out to be something or many things Im not, instead of just being, well, attractive. And whatever when it happens a few times, but enough is f****** enough when you hit the honey I really want. That piece of crap before I even met you, when I asked what you were, age,  he said basically you were that young and a snob. Too good for anyone type. He knew your boyfriend or something. I forget what else. I even said something like “wow… just what we need here.. she’s out for me just based on age anyway..” I was really surprised after about 3 weeks and I, ME of all people, I was in love with her and she was nothing like what he made her out to be. Thats right, he knew her boyfriend so he said probably checked her out on Facebook based on her getting hired too. Getting to know her, it also made me think what a loser that guy is. I had seen more than enough out of him by then, 2016. Shes the sweetest easiest chick ever. I hated that guy actually. Snake. I could tell real stories about that guy. I would be pissed if him, or that other woman who I always hated was opening their mouth. 2 of my least favorite peolple. You think they didnt like me? I’m mentally strong and tollerant. Thats how I lasted as long as I did 🙂 My life, mother fuckers. Including to do with her. My business, and I want her. I dont care what her little cousin says either. I dont like a lot of what she says online tbh. I try not to say anything, not my type not my business, not my problem; I would be mad if she was saying things. Her cousin is nt a good woman or person. She did and continues to do me very wrong, not the other way around. All I did was look at it and give up. That probably set her off, but that’s all I did, and it was the right thing to do. I cant escape her either, obviously

Id say if anyone says anything, if your strong enough, remind them that I like you, and ask them if they think Im some kind of a chump schmuck with no backbone, basically the song “self esteem by Offspring, to want anything to do with her after everything? Ask them what makes them friend enought they can be assholes to you? Remind them I would kick their a** if I knew. Say to them that you turn me on because youre my type. Give them tips on how to get a man like me. All you need to do is care and act like it. TELL them they should do the cut off stare into eyes trick. It made me feel good. It was romantic, unless of course you were just looking at my pupils dilate to see if I liked you. I did btw.