When I was younger, around 2nd grade I had very bad anxiety and panic attacks, and would scream and cry, have a hard time breathing and sit down and sob.

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When I was younger, around 2nd grade I had very bad anxiety and panic attacks, and would scream and cry, have a hard time breathing and sit down and sob. I couldn’t go to school, and my mom took everything out of my room except my bed and dresser. I remember telling my mom on the way to school, (which i couldnt even do so, i would sob and panic and couldnt even get out of the car) that i loved her because i knew she was trying her best and she said “i cant talk to you right now, im so pissed.” It f****** *broke* me. I panicked more than before and still didnt go to a counselor or therapist. The times i was forced out of the car into school I would cry and scream and have a whole a** panic attack in the doorway. The most the counselor ever did was read me a f****** book to “calm me down” Newsflash, ignoring your child’s issues will f*** them up later in life. I keep everything private now. When Im about to cry, I hide in my room and am prepared to clean my face so nobody can tell. I hoard things in “safe spots” so that nobody can take my stuff, like stuffed animals and my hoodies. I have so many issues that spouted from that. Im still too scared today to go to a therapist or tell people about my problems. I havent even told my best friend about this s***. I had to get it off my chest, sorry.

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I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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