I just turned 15 awhile ago, when I was 5 I went through a traumatic experience. From what I remember I was in the bathroom with me uncle and he was on

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I just turned 15 awhile ago, when I was 5 I went through a traumatic experience. From what I remember I was in the bathroom with me uncle and he was on the toilet and he told me to touch him and I did, and he touched me.. I didn’t know what was happening but I knew I didn’t like it. My aunt and mom were on the other side of the bathroom and heard what was happening.. My mom had to pick the lock and my aunt just stood and watched while me and my uncle were separated. I thought they were two of the BEST people in the world until that.. I resent my aunt as much as my uncle though, she chose to stay with my uncle even after what happened.. He got out of prison this January. A year later I went to a therapist for what happened, I really like her but everything she did doesn’t really help much.. I used to take 10 meds a day, 5 during the day and 5 at night. I was diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Aspergers. (Around a year ago I’m down to 8 pills day and have 2 therapist) One day I went to a festival and ended up lying about a guy chasing me, I don’t even know why I did it.. but my mom told the police and the ‘confessed’ he even looked EXACTLY like I described! (I gave a really detailed description and I was 8 That’s what’s crazy to me.. I feel really guilty about it though. I had a short period when I was 11-12 when I sent nudes and talked to older guys who were around 20-23 from what I was told.. I am VERY ashamed of that. When I was 13 me, my mom, and step dad went to a wedding party and I saw my aunt and she smiled and waved at me, I felt disgusted and ran to our car crying but my mom saw me and saw her and apologized and cried and told me she had no idea my aunt would be there and we left. When I turned 14 I started dating this guy, he was really h**** but I thought he was really cute and sweet at the time.. I was stupid and naive, still am. I was at my mom’s bank because my mom decided to let me bring my first ever boyfriend to our house. He asked me if I wanted to see his d***, I am a really shy person.. I just ignored him but he did it anyway and made me put a hand on it, he asked if I wanted to have s** and I couldn’t say anything I was in shock but it just happened, he did it and I didn’t do anything about it! I am so STUPID! I ended up giving him several blowjobs and he did nothing in return just so he’d stay with me, just so I’d have someone that I felt cared for me that wasn’t family or friends.. I hate myself for that, I went through a depression stage and had to take antidepressants, I still have a cut on my thigh. My HORRIBLE choice of placing. I always say it’s a burn if people see it, most of my family knows though. I knew the guy was a drug addict, I knew he was cheating.. I just didn’t want to believe it, but I knew it was true. He always said the weirdest things during school like ‘he sees ghost’ and supposedly he got a 12 year old pregnant, Wtf? I was a bit of a snooper and told his best friend what happened, he lived a city away. (Both didn’t have a lot of money, my family doesn’t either but we are middle class I guess) His best friend ended up falling in love with me but he also did drugs, however he was actually really nice. Me and him only broke up because his family couldn’t pay gas for us to see each other often. (what he said) Ever since then I haven’t had a serious relationship.. I’m just taking life as it comes, October 10th my papa died from a tumor and I really miss him.. Now I’m hanging out with my stepsisters little brother, he may be nine but he’s really attached to me and he is a nice kid. I don’t really think I should have friends based by age anymore. I don’t think I want a boyfriend for a LONG TIME either..

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I was 14 for my first television show and on the side stage before going on camera one day the producer’s son that was 8 years old came up to me dragged up a chair and started hugging me and kissing me for righteously and started massaging my d*** and continued until it ejaculated and then he put my hand on his d*** which was very hard and then moved my hand up and down and I gave him a throbbing o***** as well we continue that for the rest of our lives and moved to Italy when he was 14 and got married I’m 20 years later we would not have it any other way but the point of this message is he chose that at 8 years old and it’s not regretted a moment of it and neither have I when we spent the night together he enjoyed f****** me and became one of the smartest people in his class…… He would spend the night with me on a night before filming and then later I stayed in his suite at his home and he began f****** me at 9 years old and had the most beautiful sounds of ecstasy his mother would come in and say you boys don’t stay up too late now as his d*** was throbbing in me….. After we were together about 6 months he had two other brothers and he said could we help them have o***** so he let them f****** as they had no one to give them o*****…… They were so incredibly beautiful …. Robbie showed them how to f****** from the rear and how to lubricate the p**** and they watched until they completed o***** and then the next one took his turn while the other two stood by with hard dicks throbbing even though they had just completed f****** me they both kissed my heart throbbing d*** as they went back to their own rooms Robbie took care of my d*** after they left and drank everything and became a part of me later with his first e********** as he was f****** me I became a part of him through The years our passion and love for each other have never stopped that is why I cannot identify with the control people want to have over what boys do with their d*** and who they can give it to and what they can do with it it’s a part of who they are it helps them become who they are meant to be

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