I been in a relationship for over a year now, it's been on and off. Me and him are underage, but he is a year younger than me. He made a mistake last

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I been in a relationship for over a year now, it’s been on and off. Me and him are underage, but he is a year younger than me. He made a mistake last year, he was cheating on me with a girl, something that is normal for stupid teen relationships. However, I never got over it until now. I would constantly make fun of him; his weight, his hair, his interest. I would blame him for a lot of things, and would say he would hurt me all the time. The reason we would constantly take breaks is because if he didn’t do something I didn’t like or he didn’t agree with me, I would break up with him. It was a f****** toxic teenage relationship, and I hate it.
Now, since we are getting older, I have stopped my ways. I dont make fun of him, we agree to disagree, I listen to him. I am trying to change because I sat down one day and looked at myself. I was a terrible person to him.
It makes me cry now because I can see he was hurt from it. We used to roleplay all the time, he liked it, we still do sometimes because he wants to express some ideas he has with his characters. Before, he was a little controlling, so I would freak out on him, and once he did stop I would still bring it up and blame him that I didnt like roleplaying anymore and he ruined that for me(he didnt, I just didnt want to roleplay with him then). Now after his part, he tells me to not get hurt by his part and that he promised he didnt mean to control my character if he did on accident(he doesnt anymore).
Sometimes, he just tells me to not leave him and he is sorry he messes everything up out of no where. It makes me sad because I know that my actions still hurt him, and I hate myself that I did that. He sometimes cries because he feels like he isn’t enough and I will be leaving him.
If you are wondering, I know that I was a bad person for doing this to him. I do love him very much, and if I could I would have stopped myself and slap some sense into myself. I wished I can just wipe myself of the planet, without him caring. I wished he would just leave me, that he treats me like I treated him. I wouldn’t care because I know that I deserve it.
Well, I am going to change for the better. No more on and off relationship, I am going to help him and hopefully he will heal from the past. It will be hard, but we will make it.

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I was 14 for my first television show and on the side stage before going on camera one day the producer’s son that was 8 years old came up to me dragged up a chair and started hugging me and kissing me for righteously and started massaging my d*** and continued until it ejaculated and then he put my hand on his d*** which was very hard and then moved my hand up and down and I gave him a throbbing o***** as well we continue that for the rest of our lives and moved to Italy when he was 14 and got married I’m 20 years later we would not have it any other way but the point of this message is he chose that at 8 years old and it’s not regretted a moment of it and neither have I when we spent the night together he enjoyed f****** me and became one of the smartest people in his class…… He would spend the night with me on a night before filming and then later I stayed in his suite at his home and he began f****** me at 9 years old and had the most beautiful sounds of ecstasy his mother would come in and say you boys don’t stay up too late now as his d*** was throbbing in me….. After we were together about 6 months he had two other brothers and he said could we help them have o***** so he let them f****** as they had no one to give them o*****…… They were so incredibly beautiful …. Robbie showed them how to f****** from the rear and how to lubricate the p**** and they watched until they completed o***** and then the next one took his turn while the other two stood by with hard dicks throbbing even though they had just completed f****** me they both kissed my heart throbbing d*** as they went back to their own rooms Robbie took care of my d*** after they left and drank everything and became a part of me later with his first e********** as he was f****** me I became a part of him through The years our passion and love for each other have never stopped that is why I cannot identify with the control people want to have over what boys do with their d*** and who they can give it to and what they can do with it it’s a part of who they are it helps them become who they are meant to be

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