3 weeks back my girlfriend broke up with me. We were together for 3 years. She was my first everything and she stopped texting or calling or replying to me out of nowhere. I’m honestly depressed and suicidal. I start cutting myself. But that’s not enough now. I don’t have the courage to kill myself as I can’t let my parents and my sister go through with that pain. I started searching the deep web, few days back and I’ve become a male prostitute. I started doing coke. I’m 20.