The random feeling that makes me hate my self, The random feeling that makes me hurt my self physically and emotionally, The random feeling that makes me m********* too much, The random feeling that makes me think of hurt on others, The random feeling that makes me want to run away and end my s***, The random feeling that makes me hate my mother, The random feeling that makes me feel so stupid for thinking that, The random feeling that helps me cope, The random feeling that destroy my cope, The random feeling that makes me question myself, the random feeling that makes my thoughts eat, the random feeling to stop my heart. I need it now
