And for sure, if you can see what is going on with me, I am positive you can, and I do believe you care enough to look into it and keep up with it, any ideas to help me fix it easier, I’m a bit lacking in knowledge, hit me with It, and give me a but, let’s get some pizza.

If you need something, I don’t want you to be afraid to reach out to me, even in my situation. I feel like an idiot, it seems like something that would make you run, I know that too, but it can be fixed, if you care about me, I don’t know, but if you are out there seeing this, the stupid place I am, and you care so much my place is killing you, if you need me, I can be there for you too. No matter what. Maybe you have 2 kids and 2 divorces, driving a mini van. I don’t know. The key thing is if you care, for real, it is true, and you are effected by me in a negative way, in other words, I’m in some hot water and it’s hurting hurting you to watch It, in other words you love me, well then I am ok with whatever you have going on in your life and being a place for you to lean if you need it. If it’s real I won’t judge.