My biological mom did Hella drugs till the time she popped me out. I had a smidge of learning delays and a messed up immune system. There’s 4 of us in all. She mostly did drugs with 3 of us. The oldest stayed in the family the others including myself got adopted. She never really made a effort to contact me. It was all my adoptive mom who made it happen. Idk how the others where. seems like she kept in contact with them. Anyway fast forward I and my family plan a trip to go see her n my biological family because I haven’t seen them since I was a bby. We meet its weird as f*** she literally wants me to call her mom instead of ma’am like I don’t know you. Anyway I meet my youngest brother and oldest sister and the grandparents. That night my biological mom gives this tearful apology to my brother and I and he says he forgives her but idk I really feel some type of way. So trip is over I go back to my home. The biological mom barely hits me up. I txt and call them so a year passes I say im not making a effort anymore they have all my info to keep in contact. To this day I barely get nothing and personally I’m fine with it.