Is it wrong to love someone you are not supposed to? Is it wrong to reach for someone who wants you and nothing else but you can’t share because of crippling fear of being watched as you are wrongfully loving? Is it enough to reciprocate the love with no hope of commitment? Or am I simply broken shell of a person? Can I love just anyone or am I bound by biology, society and all the pressures that with it? If I am able to console this feeling then why doesn’t still pain me to persevere to love them? Why does it hurt to love them? Am I going to stand up and follow through? Or is this pain going to eat me whole?