Yeah well wishing and feeling love for certain people is all I can do. It’s true.

There was a time not so long ago, I kind of wanted to get my name out there in ways, the phone book so people who wanted to find me, could. S*** happened, and unfortunately it changed my perspective and now I feel I can’t just put myself out there to be found and I can’t find people. What can I do? There’s nothing other than wait for a chance encounter that probably won’t ever happen.

You know who is responsible for it? They are to blame.