I masturbated again this morning by accident while I was dreaming about one of my dates the other night. When I finished cleaning myself up I started to contemplate about how winning a lady’s heart does not always involve s***** pleasure, it must be earned through heart, compassion, and kindness. I have to work on not thinking about s***** pleasure but trying to learn how to be sincere and loving on my dates. Not that I have ever seduced or flirted with any on my dates, I’m always a gentleman to any lady.