15 years

Was it worth it? To me it is one of those things I look back on and wonder how much better my life would have been if I had never met you or at least never allowed myself to get tangled in there.

Part of me wonders if you’re the chick who pulled up beside me and my buds all those years before in a parking lot at a store, me in the backseat, her in that backseat, rolled the window down and asked “hey!”… “not you (to my buddy in the front seat) you (me) do you want a b******? I was about 20,21, a first, never happened before or sinve, and my reply was “yeah right! And you’re what? 15? And she just freaked out. Buddy coming out of of he store, ??????, get in get out of here, go…

Funny thing is?, is I WAS 29, 21, and it was you, then yeah, you were 15, but on the plus side you eventually blew me, you liked it, you told me so, you couldn’t take that, you literally said it while, then made me fall in love with you, then crushed me devouring my soul, and I never even realized.