I felt s*****. I started ghosting my friend because I felt like he was a fake friend. I had a bad experience with a fake friend before and I didn’t want to be manipulated again. We had a serious talk already but my doubts came back anyway. I was very upset when I talked about suicide and he said “seriously? you promised not to talk about it again” which I don’t remember the promise I made. I mentioned about how he said seriously in a bad way and he just changed the subject. He said, “Let’s talk about something else”. What also made me mad is that he lives in different time zone so I have to stay up late but he said “bye” to me when it was 2 AM for me so now I wasted all of my sleeping time and he is never up when I am up.