Hey if it means anything to you, I am 100% not f****** around, this isn’t a game to me, it never was, it’s not like I’m making any erffort to contact or be around you in any way for almost 10 years, that’s real, I mean that, and I did get over it the hard way, the hardest way, and it took a long time, and it was hard, but I did it, and I’m never going back. You had plenty of time and opportinuty, you had all the time in the world, you chose, not me, you chose to let it go, whatever it was we had (I’m really starting to believe it was nothing) YOU let it go, and you trashed it. Epically. You murdered it, and I tried. Very rarely did you ever see me lose it on you for not talking to me all those years, and it was crushing me. You had plenty of time, and then I called it. I was gaining nothing from it, it was sucking the life out of me, I had to cut it and you loose and I did it for real. That’s my perspective, but I’m under the impression yours is complete insanity. Mentally messed up because I believe I was a huge part of your life and an important one to you and you chose to suffer yourself, while you beat the s*** out of me with a baseball bat, from behind. For no reason. No reason at all. It’s insanity especially when it’s 2019 and it’s been 10 years, and you’re still sneaking around breaking s*** like a psycho. Using people to get it. And I know that a lot of it was completely malicious and intentional and the lengths you went to….. I legit think you’re insane, you are really mentally screwed up, and you indend harm on me. That’s what I believe. The past few weeks, the word “enemy” keeps popping up in my head. I was thinking today, I have know a few people in my life that made s*** hard at times through my whole life, not many, but a few. You were by far the worst. You left the deepest marks, it feels like you literally tried to destroy me in every way…. again, for no reason. Nothing I ever did warranted what I got.

So yeah, I think you’re insane. Legit, crazy, serious mental issues, and dangerous and I think you love me, but you’re a psycho about it. I would love to just kick you right in the box or beat you to death because I hate your guts that much genuinely for all that you have done, it has nothing to do with loss of love or “friendship” with you seriously, I f****** hate you for the disrespect amnd everything you have done to my life outside of you, but the truth is, I would not want to be anywhere near you. I would never put myself in that position again. To me, you are that dangerous. False accusations or whatever, I think you’re a super c*** feminist. I knew you before the internet, or at the start of it. I didn’t know much about you personally except for what I picked up off hand, I was naive to the kind of women like you and some of your friends running out there. You are nothing special to look at when it comes down to it, but looking at it now, you looked like a super c*** back then. I was really dumb amnd dismissive about you and your attitube and beliefs. What I did see out of you, especially the first few months. I didnlt like it, but I had no idea that I was looking at the worst woman I could ever have the misfortune of meeting. I had no idea that in 2019, you would still be actively trying to cut my balls off, like the c*** you are. And how I feel about you is 100% your own doing too. I hate you. Is that what you wanted? I wouldn’t trust you for anything and your word means s***.